A beat.

I suck at displaying my emotions with you. I do. And I hate it.

So here. (I’ll work on the in person thing.)

You know when you have a really really great dream, and you’re super happy, and then you kinda wake up halfway, and drift back off to sleep, hoping to keep the dream? You know the feeling when you get that awesome dream back immediately and continue with it? Yeah. That feeling. When you have to take a walk, run or bike ride somewhere and the sun is shining, and it’s warm, but not too hot, and the grass is really green and the bees are buzzing? That happiness.

When it’s a cool night, and there is a huge storm brewing outside, and thunder clangs, and you snuggle deep down in the warm covers? That safeness. When you’re in a crowded place, and you smile at a little kid, and their face lights up and they get a huge grin? THAT. That is how you make me feel. I have found myself a boy who thinks my awkwardness is cute.I cannot say this has improved my awkwardness whatsoever, in fact… it has doubled it. I find myself falling, and blushing, and never knowing what to say but that’s okay,because he finds it cute. The thing is; you have really nice eyes and I really like looking into them. And I also like that you smile so sweet when our eyes meet.But then I look away. Mostly because I’m afraid of disappointment. I’m scared to break. I’m scared to admit that I’ve not only stumbled - but fallen completely over. For you. I wish this were a movie and we saw each other across a room and fell in love and you killed dragons for me and i fought off evil stepmoms for you. i wish i was a disney princess with no doubt about my feelings and you were a disney prince and that this would all end with us kissing in front of a sunset to an oscar winning soundtrack.

Love ,

Yours never more.