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Just having one of those days where I remember everything I did in my childhood. Remembering ever stupid, ridiculous, pathetic, useless, reckless, arrogant, worthless decision. It reminds me how worthless a person I was, and how little I have changed since then. Also, I shouldn’t complain. I’m a privileged girl with a place to live and food to eat. But of course, I just have to get depressed. Well done brain, thanks for that.Telling yourself and others you like someone else but really… On the inside you’re still dying to be with that one person, even if you know it will never happen again.
Stop apologizing. Every time you do something to me, you don’t care because you automatically know I’m going to accept the same old story again and forgive you. Cause that’s just the person I am. Not this time. You have to prove your self. Promise me you won’t start shit with me again. I just can’t keep doing the same routine over and over again. It needs to end or our whole relationship will. I don't hate you, I never could. I don't regret meeting you, I never will. however, I do regret our relationship. it destroyed the best thing we had, our friendship. I miss the way we used to be. I miss the smiles, the laughs, everything we had. all I could wish for at the moment is to have back what we lost. Everytime I look into the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.
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15 Jun 2012
Stop apologizing. Every time you do something to me, you don’t care because you automatically know I’m going to accept the same old story again and forgive you. Cause that’s just the person I am. Not this time. You have to prove your self. Promise me you won’t start shit with me again. I just can’t keep doing the same routine over and over again. It needs to end or our whole relationship will. I don't hate you, I never could. I don't regret meeting you, I never will. however, I do regret our relationship. it destroyed the best thing we had, our friendship. I miss the way we used to be. I miss the smiles, the laughs, everything we had. all I could wish for at the moment is to have back what we lost. Everytime I look into the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.
She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me... I've been weak and I've been strong. I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm. Try to do right and I know I do wrong. Just be happy for me when my life is gone. Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears. No more people in my face that are not sincere. So smile for me when I'm no longer here.